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July 03, 2008 Parshat Chukat: Black and White and Red all over By Mendel Jacobson Submit a Comment
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In this unparalleled universe
Many voices talk all at once: Master Mind talks deliberately, Enunciating every thought-out, Diamond-cut syllable with a rather Unsettling flare for the grammatic; Lady Heart talks passionately, Every word a fragile lucidity Straight from the glassblower’s Furnace: beautiful to behold; Scalding to hold. The unparalleled universe that is man – Many different voices, with different Pitches, accents and languages, all Trying to get (if not the last) At least one word in edgewise. Life is learning when to listen To which voice And when and which to ignore. But there are times when voices, Are at a loss for words: speechless, Shocked, tongue-tied and twisted, Fuddled and befuddled, dumb And dumbfounded Silent. It is these times, of complete joy Or complete pain, of utter happiness Or utter horror, that if a voice attempts To sound wise or articulate, instead Unleashes an insensitive barrage of Ink more barrier than language. There are times of such joy, and may they Be many, when even one letter of reinforced Steel would just melt in the heart of the sun; There are times of such pain, and may they Be none, when even an entire library of kind Words would shatter in the shadow of heart- Break – And it is this that begs the quest: If but no sense or sensation, No brilliance or strength, No voice can soothe such Hurt, how can one ever be Happy again? May it never be, but if one reach Such an impurity, a dead-end with No more turns altogether, the heart So used and the mind so abused that The voice is lost and forgotten, shushed, How can one ever find the way again, feel Life again, touch purity again, be innocent again? Whoever touches the corpse… Chalky lips hymning a requiem for an ode; Knees and ankles disjointed in a lifeless-march; Rot and decay creep along, circling like vultures A carcass. Death has laid its black lips upon a A silent heart. There are times of lifelessness: When the truth of our spirits Is buried by the Shovels of selfishness With the earths of animosity In the graves of loneliness Speechless, the voices no longer talk at all A red cow complete Which has no blemish O, but don’t you know we are beyond, way Beyond these things, beyond voices, beyond Any impurity, a corpse may touch our bodies – after all they are of the same material – But how can it ever touch our soul, our essence? This is the statute Of the Torah… A statute isn’t about what our voices say, What our minds think or what our hearts Feel, a statute, a chok, is engraved in our souls For no reason other than Because the One who Created death also Created something Beyond The statute of the Torah – The entire Torah: No matter what falseness we may touch, Where we may have been and what we May have done, somewhere there is a Red cow ready to bestow its ashes and Purity upon us – It may sound fantastic, I know, But that’s only because it is. Mendel Jacobson is a writer, poet and journalist living in Brooklyn. His weekly poetry can be seen at jakeyology.blogspot.com
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