I think about that role a lot I have an inborn need to connect to people I want very badly to be a successful mother to our beautiful children raising them to be passionate, contributing, giving and happy people. After the death of my first child all I wanted was life I wanted children so

It is hard to believe that it has been over 2 years since my father died. After shiva I felt an emptiness that is hard to describe. I had regularly called my Dad, and faithfully visited him in England especially as his health declined. As the end drew near, we all suffered along with him.