"Midrashim" about
"Baalei Teshuvah," Some of the "Midrashim" found in the Talmud about
"Baalei Teshuvah," People who Repented, are as follows: Comment: The generosity of Hashem is infinite, but a person cannot play games
with Him. If a person continues to sin, while intending at the end to erase all his sins
through "Teshuvah," Hashem withholds from such a person the possibility of
Repenting. Comment: But, this is certainly not to imply that if such circumstances cannot
be duplicated exactly, a person should not "do Teshuvah!" 99% of a "Baal
Teshuvah" is infinitely better than a sinner! Comment: Of course, the degree of shame must be true and deep and, naturally,
the only One Who is able to evaluate this is the Judge of all the World, Who sees the
innermost recesses of every living person. Comment: Rabbi Abahu's undersanding of the Psychology of Repentance is such that
the true Baal Teshuvah reaches a level of righteousness not matched by someone who
has never "sinned." Of course, there is no one who has, literally, "never sinned," as Kohelet
says "There is no one so righteous in the world who does only good, but has never
sinned." (Kohelet 7:20) Nobody is perfect. But the statement remains in force.
According to Rabbi Abahu, those "sinners" who are able to muster up their
spiritual resources to overcome their sins and return to Hashem have accomplished more
than those who have rarely sinned. "It was said concerning 'Rabbi' (the title of 'Rabbi' to be explained below)
Eliezer ben Duradia that he had a great appetite for sin, and there was almost no sin in
the world that he had not done. One day he heard of a sin that he had never done. It was
located far away and was very expensive. He decided to do it with a friend, who would help
with the expenses and be pleasant company on the way. When they arrived at the location, they immediately made arrangements to do the sin.
While they were doing it, his friend said that he thought that Eliezer, because of all the
sins that he had done, would never be admitted into the "World-to-Come." Since he had never thought so far into the future, hearing this forecast of his fate
was very shocking. He went to the mountains and asked them to intercede for him. They said
that they had to be concerned about their own future, as it says 'For the mountains and
the hills will be moved.' (Yeshayahu, 54:10) He then went to the heavens and the earth and asked them to intercede for him. They
responded that they also had to be concerned for their own future, as it says, 'The
heavens will disappear like smoke, and the earth will unravel like a garment." Until he realized that he was the only one responsible for his fate. He put his head
between his knees and wept with such force that his soul left him. A Heavenly Voice was heard, saying, 'Rabbi Eliezer ben Duradia is prepared for
entry into the World-to-Come.' Rabbi Yehudah the Prince, the great Torah Sage who compiled the Mishnah, upon hearing
of the above, cried and said, 'Some acquire their share in the World-to-Come by many years
of toil. Others acquire their share in one moment.' And Rabbi Judah the
Prince said, 'Not only are they accepted, but they are given the title of 'Rabbi.'
"(Masechet Avodah Zarah 17a) Comment: It is necessary to push away the "sinner," to some extent;
that is, to let him know that he has gone off the path, but never to reject him entirely,
as that would violate the entire spirit of the Jewish Religion's approach to Sin and the
Acceptance of Repentance. Rabbi Yehoshua ben Perachia was the teacher of Jesus and the Midrash describes the
following fateful series of events which separated the latter from his Jewish origins. What is the justice of this? The one who led the People towards righteousness will not sin because how would it look if the teacher was in Gehinnom (the Jewish expression for the "place of punishment" reserved for the wicked, after death - not very pleasant, but probably no "pitchforks." Also, the name of a valley outside of Jerusalem; actually, the valley is Gei-ben-Hinnom, undoubtedly related; perhaps the site of an ancient idol-worshipping cult), and the students in "Gan Eden" (the "Garden of Eden," the Jewish expression for "Paradise," the "place of reward" for the righteous)?! " (Actually, with regard to these matters, the Jewish position is 100% Belief in "Reward and Punishment," but, as to the specifics, we say, with King David, "no eye has seen it, O L-rd, but Yours.") Conversely, the one who led the People towards sin will not be permitted to repent because how would it look if the teacher was in "Gan Eden" and the students in Gehinnom?!" (Masechet Yoma 87a) Comment: A leader of the Jewish People is held to a very high standard of responsibility. Not only must he be concerned about his own actions; he must lead his people in the right direction, as well, because his ultimate destiny becomes intertwined with theirs. Beit Shammai requires the thief to dismantle his house, retrieve the actual stolen beam, and return it. Beit Hillel requires the thief only to return the value of the beam, in order to make it easier for the thief to do 'Teshuvah.' " (Masechet Gittin: 58a) Comment: The "P'sak Din," the decision of Jewish Law, and the actual practice, is in favor of Beit Hillel. Society plays a major role in helping the "sinner" return. In this case, the requirement of a thief to "Return the Stolen Item" is defined as requiring only the value, and not the item itself. So the man changed his mind and did not 'do Teshuvah!' " (Masechet "Bava Kama," "The First Gate:" 94b) Comment: The Torah describes a man's wife as a "helper-against him." This expression, which seems to contain an internal contradiction (is she a helper or is she against him?) is interpreted by the Talmud as referring to two different husbands; that is, if he is deserving, she is a "helper;" otherwise, she is a negative influence. In the selection above, the wife was clearly a negative influence, in that as a result of what she said, her husband was discouraged and decided not to "do Teshuvah." But the next Section deals with the story of Rabbi Akiva, one of the great heroes of Jewish History, whose wife played a major, if not an indispensable role, in the development of his greatness. Rabbi Akiva, Master of Teshuvah
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